26 April 2012

Ban Phea, Thailand

upon my request, this is now online :)


This is what I felt like for the first 2 days.




Along the town strip, they have seats set up in the shade for all the food stops.  Nice place to relax during the mid day heat.

This puppy would follow me around everywhere I went,  I miss the little guy.



Little crabs spend the day balling up the sand.



Hundred of these food carts driving up and down the road.  Each one with their own unique Squeaky toy to grab your attention. 

The Hostel Rayong, its a marvelous structure to behold, looks as if extra areas have been added over time.

Lots of trash along the beach, but this made me smile, the ultimate Beach-bum Care-bear.

To Ko Samet

Thunder loomed out over the water, it was perfectly sunny where we were.



My random crazy hike looking for buried treasure.

The Russian part of town.

A fine ship for any Captain!




Pirate huts.



Rusty old ships.

Final nights reading in the Hammock.
Starting this trip I kept telling myself I wasn't going to do "touristy" things.  But I'm traveling, as long as I continue to go places that are heavily populated with foreigners then how do I not get clumped into those groups? Especially when The destinations are the same.  Well, I think I figured it out…  I may be going the same place, but I do not have to get there the same way, and I'll most certainly do it with a particular kind of flair.  

When I had been in Bangkok, I had been jostled around a bit by the damn TukTuk drivers and those silly Tourist Police.  If your in Thailand for two or three weeks, and came here to blow your money on every tour and tailor shop in sight, then by all means I love the Tourist Police.  But I've given myself two and a half months to see Southeast Asia, not do some drive-by and a couple quickies to get the job done.  So after being taken to all the "usual" places in the city, all I wanted to do was get out.  I had only been there two days, where did I want to go?  Home?  Already?  Confusion, self pity, loneliness, then came the never-ending headache.  Wow, wasn't I just a diamond in the ruff. 

Trying to leave Bangkok, I didn't know if I was going to make it.  But I stuck it out and made it to the bus that was to take me to Rayong, because thats where my next Hostel was, Hostel Rayong, thats what it's called.  Luckily I thought of something smart before I left Bangkok, I had the Hostel clerk write down the address in Thai before I left.  That way I was bulletproof.

Now something I've been lucky with so far is I arrive just on time and am the last person. The two hour bus ride turned out to be 4 hours, and Hostel Rayong was actually in Ban Phea.  This is where the trip starts getting better, really.  The bus was one of those giant asian vans that fit 12 people, and along the way people just called out where they wanted to jump out.  So I pulled out the address and showed the driver.  He didn't speak english and was confused, when really it should have been I who was confused but I hadn't yet learned the difference between Rayong and Ban Phea.  

I found that a  lot of people say "Everybody speaks english in Thailand!"  Thats true to the extent that they know, yes, no, hi, how are you, and all the numbers.  So never expect people to be able to help you, really its a gift if there is someone around to help.  Luckily I keep finding that help.  

The driver drove me the entire way to my doorstep, it wasn't his job to, and he could have even made me get on the city busses that run from Rayong to Ban Phea.  But he was super helpful and got me the whole way there, then even carried my bags.  I checked into the room, shared, but no one else is here.  I found food, then fell asleep in the shade on the beach.

The next day I woke up feeling great.  I decided it was time I could stop feeling sorry for myself and could start having fun.  I arrived on the 20th, and am leaving the 25th.  My four full days here have been delightful.  The first, I met a group of Thai's that invited me to their beach party and shared drinks and food with them all day.  I guess if there are no other travelers around, I'm just going to be chillin with the locals.  The second was filled with reading on the beach, and I even drew a picture of an elephant.  Later the day during a long walk I saw my first baby elephant just taking a stroll down the road with his humans.  That moment was really uplifting, I cant quite tell why, but maybe for the fact that they are one of the more enlightened creatures on this planet.  The third day I spent trying to figure out my next move, having found my path to Cambodia i decided to spend the fourth day going to Ko Samut Island.

From where I am staying I can see the island, its really not very far away and the docks were just on the other side of the hill.  I figure like all beach towns, I must be able to just walk along the water and get there.  Today was my stubborn day, I was defiant in every way possible.  When I got to the hill, the road split.  The main road cut inland and a dirt road continued on toward the direction I wanted to go.  A woman told me that I "can't walk, it was too far, take taxi."  In my head I'm thinking screw that, I'll walk.  So I did.  

And I walked, and walked, and sweated in the heat, and kept on walking.  Even though the road was now going in the other direction and I started think, maybe it is too far.  Here I was stubbornly walking down a road I was told to not walk down, and I had another moment where I remembered that there is no room to feel sorry for myself.  So however long it is, enjoy it.

Seconds later a car pulls over, a man driving his family in a truck, I draw him a map of where I want to go and he lets me hop in the pick-up and drives me to the ferry docks.  Again, I'm there just in time and am the last one on the boat before taking off to the island. I then walk along the beach and through the jungle until i found a beach I liked.  For some reason I chose the spot where all the Russians had come.  I had left my Hostel at 7, it was now noon.  I relaxed on the beach until 2:30 then figured I had a long journey home.  Round two of my stubborn walking adventure would continue.  Again I would refuse all scooters and taxies and once again be saved by another local who would take me all the way home.  By this time it was 6.

Although everything been a little out of the ordinary, I like it here.

20 April 2012

First 4 days: Thailand



For the 4 days I've been in Thailand, this is the only music I've listened too.  It is a perfect depiction of my mood, a bit of nostalgic serene beauty, my thoughts as hazy as the humidity, while overcoming confusion for what lies around every corner.  If that doesn't makes since, welcome to my world.  Today I talked to someone for the first time since I left the plane, I realized my english became a little poorer then it was before.

Things have been eventful, and uneventful at the same time, the shortest version was written to my friend that I'll be seeing later in my travels:

Well, I don't really know what I was expecting to encounter...  All I can say is I'm happy I'm out of the city.  I wasn't feeling so good and had been sleeping non-stop, today I'm starting to feel like myself.  The place I'm staying at right now, a little Thai woman was saying this is hot, even for Thai people!  I though I was just being a wimp.  But now I'll be at the beach for 4 more nights, and they have Internet so I'm going to spend some time today figuring out my next route.  I'm starting to see its a lot harder when you use public transportation then the guided tour routes- such as I've done.  People have been really nice so far, and i have a little puppy dog that likes to follow me around at this hotel, so I'm not feeling as lonely :)  Haven't meet any other travelers, they seem to know better then to come around this time a year!  

Anyways, missing you lots, can't wait to see you in Paris!
Love

16 April 2012

Video Expertice

Its been fun trying to teach myself how to make videos. After trial and error with previous videos, I finally made one I am proud to put my name on it.

09 April 2012

How to use Color Pencil

The new video I created for my mom is how to use color pencil (I would like to spell it colour because its in my nature to be defiant, but my auto correct doesn't seem to like it.) The point to these videos are to post free art lessons online so people will be more encouraged to try and create their own art. Its been a fun experiment and I've learned a lot. Considering I never went to school or had lessons on how to film or work on editing software, I think I'm doing pretty good.

However, my mom is a painter, and has never really dedicated herself to mastering the art of color pencil. That was my thing. In high school I would carry around a box of some 96 different colors so as to better be able to ignore my teachers when I was in public school. That said, I was able to put in a lot of hours on learning how to use this material to its fullest.

That's why, in this video, even though it my mom introducing the tutorial, it ultimately was I who colored the image. She tried to get me to do the whole thing, but there was no way I was getting in front of that camera. In the end, I think it turned out okay.


Some of the images I used to color in 9th and 10th grade:





05 April 2012

Photos for Alaska





This is the hole that Phil flipped the sled upside down into.


Justin rode it out so to not get it stuck again.



The first really big mountain we skinned up.







I was waiting for the guys to get the broken sled and ride it to the bottom of the hill so we could tow it out of the mountains.



Here they were. It's sad I don't have any pictures of our sled-train... I think we were all to scared to think straight. This is the last picture up until the next one. It's the "I'm so happy to be alive photo that I'll take crappy pictures from inside the car" series.





These photos are from after the "40 hours in Alaska" entry. We sledded into an area and camped later that day through a snow storm. This is also when I realized I'm afraid of heights. I know it may not look big, that's what I thought too when I was standing at the bottom.


From half way up the hill, we could see our sled tracks from when Phil flipped his sled. The day it happened you couldn't tell what was 2 feet in front of you or 50 meters away. This day we could clearly see the whole story. All our tracks went to the same spot, the whole area was entirely flat, except for a random hole which Phil happened to find.


Boot packing it over the final ridge. This was nothing for the guys I was with, they go rock climbing and ice climbing like it ain't-no-thang. For me however, I had this complete irrational fear that swept over me that I thought I would go tumbling down the hill forever! I didn't say a word, I didn't whine, I just went into full focus mode and went really slow.


This was the ledge. I had made it. I went into a fit of giggles at this point.


...all the while Phil was waiting and having a picnic.



On the flight home. I didn't think to ask for the camera up until we passed all the really big mountains. This was the tail end of it.




Our triumphant return home. We fit a lot into those 5 days. And most of it was not really documented. Just a few fleeting glimpses of the places we went.

29 March 2012

40 hours in Alaska

Yesterday coming down from Hatchers Pass in Alaska I was trying to contemplate everything I had been through in the last 40 hours. Within two days of skiing in the back country I felt I had gained a lifetime of experience. In a land where moose are the official state pest and the balance of daylight through the seasons are on either extreme, only the toughest survive. Luckily, I'm with some people who are tough enough, mixed with a little bit of crazy enough to make this trip possible.

Before making the decision to embark on this adventure, I herd "Spring skiing with snowmobiles in Alaska." Sounds fun right? Yes, it is. But what I didn't contemplate is how hard it would also be, and we haven't even got to the harder stuff yet.

We got into Alaska at midnight, so starting on the 0 hour of March 27th it was official. We woke up 6 hours later to load up a truck and head out on our way. In our truck sat three people, Dan, Phil, and me with two snowmobiles in the back. We left Anchorage to meet up with one more person, Justin, in another truck with two more snowmobiles. Then then off to Hatchers Pass.

Spring has only just started, so we are on an even balance of light from 7 to 7. By the time we got to the hill it was 11. The first day was very low visibility. I thought I had experienced this. I've been skiing at Baker in white outs no problem, but this was different. It's not that we were in the clouds, they were high above us blocking our sun. What that did was make the ground we were traveling across look two-dimensional. It was white. Nothing else. You could be staring at a cliff, a flat, or a big hill. There was no way to tell. This year Alaska has received more snow than has been recorded in a long time. That means the majority of rocks are covered, and in these conditions that is the only way to distinguish dept of any sort. So what, we weren't going to let no-visibility stop us!

We made two runs that day. The skiing part of the day was so much fun, and we made it to some really high peaks and had a nice time coming down. It was the snowmobiles on the way from point A, to point B, to point C, and back to point A that gave us all the trouble.

From point A to point B wasn't two much of a problem, other then two machines getting buried and having to lifting them out. I thought sledding around would be the easy part, but unless you have the practice and the strength to control them, getting up a hill can be really difficult. Once you do become professional enough to control them, you can do something called High-Marking. That's were you drive it up a hill as high as you can, and when you can go no further you turn it around and come down. Having finally parked our machines at point B, Dan decided to try and High Mark a hill above us. On doing so he got to the top, didn't make the turn and fell off to leave the snowmobile jetting down the hill. It was like a game of bowling. First it missed our crew who had to run out of the way, then barley missed his own ski's, and continued on down the hill at three other guys who had to ride out from where they were parked. With harm to non we laughed aloud at how ridiculous it all was and continued on with our day.

After skiing we left point B for point C. This turned out to be another difficult trail trying to get our sleds to our destination. Yet again they got buried, and more pulling ensued. But the end was in sight and I followed the tracks to the spot. Justin arrived next, then Dan, and Phil was almost there when all of a sudden he disappeared. We got off our sleds and walked back the 30 feet were we see Phil sitting all alone with no machine. On arriving at the site, his sled was upside down over a four foot ledge that had been carved out by the wind on the relatively flat area. Inches from a rock sticking out of the ground, the snowmobile sat there in its perfectly sized hole waiting for us to come flip it over and dig a ramp to drive it out. All went as planned and we soon had all the machines parked side by side. Happy to all be alive, we skied up the hill for yet another fun run.

At this point the day is starting to get late and we needed to be back at our cars by 5. So back on the machines, the goal is to go back to point C to point A. Little did I know I would find point X and delay our journey by and hour or two. Like I said earlier, you need to be strong enough to drive these things well. Easiest way to do it is head straight up a hill and not be at an angle. If your don't your machine will head back down the hill and you just have to try again. Sadly, I tried to make the first hill and didn't make it. I saw Dan a little ways ahead of me and decided to try his route. I didn't even come close to making it and started heading downward. Now, like i said earlier, you cant see the ground, its like staring at a piece of paper in front off your face. So not knowing what was ahead of me I stop and waited for a rescue. Dan being the knight in shinning armour, follows me down and decides to lead me further to hopefully find a spot to climb back up. The farther we got I start to realize I'm in the center of a canyon, and the trail is just getting narrower and steeper. Two different points in time I had to go down a large chutes, these obviously being the waterfalls of the river we were riding down. To say the least, I was not prepared for this. As scary as it was for me, i decided to make it as fun as possible. We made it down to the bottom finally to then get stuck in Burch bushes. This is where I had to forfeit the driving and leave it up to Dan to get out.

At this point, the other guys are wondering where we are, Justin being smart found my tracks and took a different route to meet us at the bottom along with Phil. This may have been the biggest rescue of the day. Having finally climbed out of the ravine, I see the other snowmobiles, but did not see the guys. I walk down the trail to find all the guys trying to get the sled out of a creek. It had hit the end of the line and now needed to be spun around and driven out the other way. After much work and soggy boots for all the guys, we got the last two machines out of the canyon and were finally on our way home, no detours this time.

Day one complete, and it had only been 20 hours.

On driving back to Hatchers Pass the next day weather was looking to be the same as the day before. The official report had called for clouds all day, so after much pleading on my part to the Sky and Mountain Gods to please give us some damn visibility I was grateful to see the clouds start to thin out and for the first time definition could be seen on the hills around us. By the time we had all three sleds ready to go, we started to see blue in the sky. At the Gold Mines with our ski's on our feet and our way up the mountain, the clouds dissipated completely. It was looking like the amazing fucking day we were hoping for.

Finally being able to see, we arrived at the top off the peak and could view the beautiful landscape. When your that far away in the wilderness, there is nothing more awe inspiring. That moment was what I had come for. Having taken it in, we had a great run back down the hill and back to the sleds. Phil had scoped out a spot across the valley on another hill. Dan and I were going to stay on the same hill and let Phil go on his way, however he got stuck on a hillside and his snowmobile rolled down the hill and got stuck. Forgetting he had left the parking brake on, Dan hopped on his machine and jetted on over to go help him out. It was another noble rescue, but by the time he arrived at Phil his brakes had seized and the pull start would now fail. Seeing this from the other side of the valley, I rode over to join them.

We were now three people and only two working machines. It still being a gorgeous out made us decide to keep skiing. While Dan worked on his machine, Phil and I tried riding up the hill. It looked simple enough, I decided to go for it figuring if I just gun it I'll make it to the top. I was moving as fast as it could go and was half way up the hill when my machine decided to go off track. No problem, not yet, I pushed down on the throttle full speed, only fifteen more feet to go. Then ten more before I would be over the top, but my snowmobile decided to go sideways and stop on its side just over a rock cliff. Its like in silly suspense movies when the vehicle is teetering over the cliff and stops in the last second! Except this isn't a movie and luckily my sled wasn't teetering.

I climbed out of the way and again waited for my rescue. Got the machine upright and watched Dan ride it down the cliff. Dan towed Phil and I to a spot we could both get one last ski run in and finished up our day. We got ourselves and the sleds all to one spot. Started the tie up with all the ski gear on my sled, and Dan towing Phil on the broken sled. We got out of the valley and onto the last track that would take us back to the cars. We just had to make it up a half a mile long hill.

Try one failed. We berried the tow sled three times while using man power to push the broken one just to try and make it up the first 30 feet. With this technique failing us and three extremely tired humans standing around panting, we had to think of a new plan. With no more tow-rope we couldn't strap two sleds to the one. So we found a short rope and tied the back of my sled to the tow sled which was tied to either ski of the broken sled. With our train in place, the only option was to gun it as fast as we could go the rest of the way up the hill without slowing down. With only two hours of daylight ahead of us, and no other option, as scared as I was to be doing this I didn't really have a choice in the matter. With Dan in front, me in the middle, and Phil steering the last sled, we started the countdown with all of us standing next to our sleds like a good old fashioned bobsled team. Three, Two, One, gun it, running, jump on the sleds and off we went. We didn't slow down, we didn't look back, just flinging snow and engine noise echoing off the mountains as we tore up to the top of the hill.

I couldn't believe it, we neared the top and was over the ledge. We hadn't flipped, we didn't get buried, we didn't go off track, we made it. We put on the brakes and waited for Phil's snow machine to bumper-car into mine before it dragged us down the hill.

Now, it was downhill the rest of the way to the car, and really steep downhill at that. The breaks were fully gone, so we really weren't sure how this would turn out. We untied the first snowmobile and let me take off first down the hill with all the gear. I went as fast as I could not wanting them to catch up and possibly running me down. I cleared out hitchhikers along the way and occasionally looked back to see them slowly catching up. After a couple steep hills, some crazy turns, and crossing a road to get back to the parking lot, we all had made it. We found some old prankster men to help lift the machine onto the trailer and away we were.

40 hours and all of this.

Today is our day off. We still have another three days and we'll be getting to the bigger stuff then. Damn it feels good to be a gangsta.